Description:

Lust was created as an observation, where the subject (who is ultimately a projection of myself) is discovering that the feeling of a vast emptiness can't be filled with fleeting pleasures.

Although still sexually inexperienced at this time, I was nonetheless an astute observer and not only understood what that void felt like, but also, I found the correlation between producing these erotic works and the pursuit of actual carnal pleasures the same, in that each eager endeavor ultimately only provided a momentary reprieve from the yearning (just like self-stimulation).