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Similar to An Involuntary Blindness, this loosely rendered painting is another great example of the unconscious trying to inform me of what I couldn't see in real-life experiences.

However, in this private moment, we get to see the other side of my anxiety, after finally securing the interest I so desperately desired.

Here, I found myself in the grips of performance anxiety, now feeling inadequate because of my lack of experience, which only added "squandered opportunities" to my growing list of emotional scars.